Sometimes I just wish I could throw up my frustration and get you to understand.
But that doesn't seem to be one of my settings.

I've seen the devotion of a wife and a husband even after years of marriage and twins.
I have seen a the bliss of the newly wed
I have seen school children crush
And I have seen teens pretend to be adults

Love is a writers dream and a childish wish.
And until fully discovered its just a dictionary description.

Does this make me womanly?

I never thought of myself as a woman. I mean sure I know I am a girl and I think guys are hot. But I've never really be the kind to jump into their beds. With that linked to babies and me not wanting one, it seemed to eliminate the problem.

I would like a child, children evoke this need in me... to protect and help them grow and I find I am able to connect with people on that emotional level through this  empathy and mothering.

I am exactly what the people in my life need me to be.
Who cares who I am under that, when I can be that fraction of me for them.